Hey DE, u sound so frustated? let me tell u a joke about Suicide. i got it from a book ( damn, forgot the title. Fill it later ).
A (Woman) : damn, life is so frustating. i want to suicide.
B (Man) : What, mam. u want to commit suicide ? so i'll give u some advice... what way are u planning to use to kill ur self? maybe i could give hand?
A : (stares blanky while B keeps talking )
B : If u choose to Cut ur wrist do it a hot water, or else ur wound will closed. if u choose hang ur self, pick a right and strong rope or it will break. if u choose to drink some poison.. make sure u pick the right one or u will suffer to death. So... ?
A : Damn, even suicide is complicating. i can't take it anymore.
I edited it based on my memory......