I need a friendly advice right now..
Hi everyone. I used to/still spam quite a lot here. Few of you who I've chatted with know that I'm pretty random. The very few of you who I've talked seriously with know that I'm somewhat a decent, normal guy.I know that I behave like a retard here and post idiotic stuff but hear me out this time and most of you probably think that I'm a random 12 year old virgin goofing off in teh interwebs but no. This is serious and I feel like I really really need somebody to talk to so hear me out.
My dog just died.
I've known it since his mother (yeah, I'm not gona call my friend 'it') gave him birth. I've spent most of my childhood playing with him and even hunting. We never catched anything though, it was just for the sake of fun and keeping my father happy.
I still remember the first time dad tried to teach him to fetch the newspaper. He'd tear it up or bury it.. I never told anyone but when he learned to fetch the newspaper, I teached him to fetch chips and goodies from them 'secret stash' so I could have some snack when I got grounded (which I did a lot). I actually never thought this day would come up.. but it did.
My dog burned alive.
Yeah, can you believe that? just like that and he was gone. I'll never forget the smell.. But you know what, somehow I can still see something positive in this. I'm the kind of guy who sees the sun past the rainy clouds.
He tasted pretty good. Though I used too much perpper I think.
Now my problem is that I still think it's lacking something. The smoky taste the open fire added was pretty nice but it's just.. I dunno, maybe some vinegar or something?
I really need help with this one. What the hell should I add? Please help.