Depression.... A cop out?
OK... Bear with me, I'm not being a cunt, just need a discussion on this and while maybe a forum where people argue about if "naruto is turning into DBZ" may not be the best place for this, I just feel guys who can discuss the complexities of a sharinghan for hours on end may have some tolerance in their blood.
Depression is a curse... I do not feel I have the extreme forms of this I have heard about, but recently have been pretty much forced into taking tablets that will "help" the condition of "feelling sad and lonely" by a doctor and my father.
I am not a child, just to get the emo shit out of the way. I may have had a hard time lately with a cuntish job that made my cynicism and lonlieness grow. This does not, in my opinion, mean I have a "chemical impalance in the brain which causes serotonine levels to be inconsistent with the norm"..... (My extensive use of quotation marks you can take to mean I have researched this and take it with a pinch of salt).
My Point of discussion is, circumstances matter. Taking tablets to make something feel better, to me, is the very same as drinking to forget; In other words, not getting to the root of the problem. If, at this moment in time, a girlfriend is not on the horizon.... your last job was the worst time of your life... and members of your family(whom you love and respect, by the by), watch every move you make "because you're on depression tablets, that you never wanted in the first place"... then you're obviously gonna feel somthings "not right in my life and I'm sad... Boo Hoo!".
Depression tablets are societys way of forgetting how fucked up society's got. Where I live, there are more suicides than deaths on the road.... Discuss! (Wow... am I in Heavy talking mode or what?)