so i was watching a Spike Lee Joint (aka movie) called Jungle Fever (it was quite good much better than that 6.3 would denote). A movie about a black architect cheating on his wife with an Italian girl, getting found out and having both neighborhoods up in arms about how incredibly wrong it was and its shameful to both to be involved. and i got to thinkin. should it really matter if you are dating, in love with, or even just madly sexually attracted to someone whos not your "race". would it be better to give in to the pressure and deny yourself? would you only go halfway and keep it a secret or run away? or would you openly take the heat and blaze through it for something you feel in your heart is right?
personally im not sure, ive been stereotyped so many times by my friends and family that i feel im unfortunately expected not to marry someone whos of my race. i dont have any preference when it comes to people, im one of those disgusting liberal assholes who looks at people for who they are not what they look like.... yada yada yada. i hope to develop a more detailed outlook as i try to escape the 'hood but in realistic statistics... im more likely not to end up with someone of my own race if i properly project myself into society objectively. guh so complicated.