Going crazy, sometime wish to stab them in the heart (repeatedly)

Ok, seriously i think im going crazy. Either its me or it's my twisted asian fucking parents.


For some reason when i was at school, my dearest fucking father goes through my computer and finds the stuff i've downloaded through limewire. (no porn, strictly music/movies)

And do you want to know what he said?
'Don't dissapoint me' LIKE WTF. ok sure, my grades have slipped abit, and im not getting as Many A's as they'd like im sure, but seriously, im in yr 12 and wtf do they want me to do? FUCKING SIT IN MY ROOM AND STUDY ALL FUCKING YEAR!!?

want to know what else my 'loving' father said? 'If you have dreams, make sure your actions can follow them', and like...wtf... so watching movies, is going to crush my hopes and dreams? like, omfg..like wtf..i want to fucking smash him in the face sometimes.

And he further goes on to lecture me about why both dearest mother and father are doing everything to let me live in the best conditions etc. etc. etc. and look, im grateful for it, but you know what? what did i do that made them have to work their asses off for me? huh? what did i do exaclty?!?!?

now im probably sounding like some fag immature brat, and that cool and all, your all entitled to your own opinions, but im just to stressed out to care.

like hell with i delete me music folder. Theres some more i want to rant on about but your all probably bored of me now, so sorry.

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