Homosexuality; are you comfortable with your sexuality?
Right now I am 17 years of age. At this age I'm very confused, and one of those major things that I am confused about is my sexuality. I mean before puberty i was never like this; in fact i failed all of my classes last semester, not because I'm fatuous, but rather because i don't know what i want to do with my life, but anyway that is for another day, another time.
Recently, I've seen and read quite a copius amount of books containing sometype of homosexuality. Not to say that homosexuality bothers me in anyway, but what about you all, how do you guys feel about it? Personally, I find homosexuality to be somewhat of a forbidden love, which, to say the least, is quite interesting. Now, in the earlier stages of my progressively linear life, I have never once doubted my sexuality, but now that I am apparently being constantly bombarded by images of homosexuality, I begin to question my own.
Maybe I'm gay, maybe I'm bisexual, but in the end, am I not still a human? I mean I feel quite attracted to this one girl, but i can't help but feel that there might be a possibility of me being gay. So, I'm thinking maybe i should get to know this young woman better to see what type of results will my actions garner.
Now , also to take into to notice is that I'm of african descent, which may render being a homosexual all the more arduous. I mean I am attracted to all types of women, no matter the race or background.
In conclusion, I'm not quite sure if I'm altogether gay, bisexual, or heterosexual. Yet maybe this wholly consuming feeling of confusion is attributed to me being a teenager.
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