crazy or mad which do you think i am?
Firts of all let me tell you about my life which for some might not be such big idea , and them again might think i'm speaking bullSh@# betty well tell me what you think about it.
I was born on a third world country just like many other imigrants, since i was very young i have seen violence from my so call family ...my father fightting everyday with my mother, saw vioence acts from them as you could imaginate every third world country kid would, not only that but almost every single person on my family have look down on my mother the only one that cared about my brother and I, my father but not being anymore but a drunk addictived my mother have not other option but leave her sons alone on the hands of a old lady( my grand mother) when my mother left my brother and I my age was around 4 to 5 years old, after some years of living with my grandmother my mother was able to afort for my big brother to move with her to USA but the yung one couldn't, after that i moved together with my grandmother to my aunt's house.
Until this day i still remenber the words my aunt told me when i lived on her house "I have no obligation to give you love but dicipline" such pure words full of SH@# i lived with noneone but my old caring grandmother and not knowing where my druken god damn father was.... ife like tha can be either call living as a soldier or a robot, since young i have been the top of my class on school with the only goal that one the day my mother could bring me to her side i'll show the world what humanity have done to me , because in this world as long as you have brains nothing else matter for you be able to show your true self sooner or later from a high point of view.
Afte i was finally able to live with my mother i not longer feel "love" what so ever for aything all i have left is hate for my family and father and respect for that mother and old lady that have done so much for my brother and I, my goal so far is to go to the top and then show the world what pain my life has been....... as long as my mother lives on i still but one reason to keep on living and showing how much respect I own her and love i never felt.
if love kills people them surely hatred can save them